HATE!

How long can I live in this house? I don't know the answer, I think I would rather leave this house, forever!

What is the meaning of being scolded everyday? It's not actually my fault sometimes.

I won't have any feeling to this house from now onwards.

You are angry, then I'm the victim!

You should be the one who controls your own emotion.

I'm not an animal, I'm a human! Even a dog would have its own feeling!

Do you take me as your daughter? You always say that you do everything for me, is it true?

If this is the truth, you shouldn't misunderstand me!

You always say that I lie to you, when I'm telling the truth. I hate you!

Face the PROBLEM

Relax.... Exam has finally finished.
Relax? Am I wrong? How to relax? The next exam is on 3.10.2011.
Wat?! This means I must study from now?! Ohh.... It's so annoying.
I don't know what is in my mind... or should I say I dunno what "are" in my mind?
I just can't keep my promise to forget about this.
Whenever I close my eyes, it will "float" in my brain.
I don't know what to do, so I keep running away from this problem.
Now, I think it's the time for me to face it. I can't run away forever...
But... the biggest problem for me is... Hw to face it?
My friends have been giving me a lot of good advices, but.... it depends on me.
It makes me so moody.
It changes me a lot.
I try to make myself happier to cover up my emotion.
I hope it would be over after few months...

Interesting 2011

Interesting 2011!!!
Since I study in this class, I have "lost" some of my friends.
We do not bother anyone even we meet at the canteen.
I feel sad about this.
I have a lot of new friends, but one thing I don't realise is my stress increase and increase,
Until I don't know how to control myself.
I have sad moments in that class sometimes, but I am always laughing,
Because I know,
If I am quiet suddenly, my friends would know what is happening on me.
Therefore, I will laugh as happily as I can.
They say I fall in love with someone, but I do not think so.
That is just something called ADMIRE!!!
I do hope I could do better than last year!!!
EVERYTHING WILL BE FINE!!!

会不会又是错觉？

I am not the kind of girl, who should be really confusing about what am I thinking.
But you, are not the kind of boy, who should be falling in love with a wrong girl.
Am I wrong for this time? I hope that I won't.
I just want to know what are you thinking, isn't that funny hah?
I love to think something that couldn't happen forever.
I know that's impossible, but I just don't want to be the loser.
Sometimes I'll think of the memories between us.
I always dream that you would come to me one day.
It's just a day-dream.
Maybe the holidays are too boring, and I just got the wrong feeling.
Maybe this is the fact. I just want everyone to be happy.
And that's the reason I choose to shut my mouth and not telling you the truth.
I know you will know that soon. Ten years? Or forever? I don't know.
I just want both of us to be as good as new.
I hope that you won't hate me when you've known the truth.
I'm still day-dream now?
I know,
I will wake up one day.

Haizz......

Since I "let go" that person, I feel very sad sometimes, with no reason.
What am I thinking? I am Lim Eve Lynn right? How could I do these?
I hate myself. REALLY!!!
Just now, I went Facebook, saw that person's name, I wanted to remove that person,
but my fingers were stopped when I clicked "REMOVE", my fingers clicked "CANCEL",
again and again, I hate that person very much. Why did that person flew into my world?
And let me not feel like I am Lim Eve Lynn at all. I must laugh happily everyday,
because I don't want Fang Yu and others worry. So, I choose to hurt myself.
Fortunately, I have forgotten about half of that person, I must forget, forget, forget.
Yesterday, there was something happened in school. I don't know what am I thinking!
Can somebody tell me? Too complicated! Argh!

不在乎天长地久，只在乎曾经拥有

I think i really need some rests.
I am too tired.
Many things are waiting for me to solve.
Tonight I will go to Union's concert, quite excited because no need to attend tuition. (^.^)
This morning I went band practice, after reaching home, my knees started to pain.
Don't know what's the reason too......
I felt happy these few days, because......
Haha! Can't say, it is a secret.
Shhhhh......
Few weeks ago, my heart hurt because of somebody.
And my best friend, Joyce, told me :
“不在乎天长地久，只在乎曾经拥有。”
让我们在同一班是一种缘分，我会好好的珍惜，到永远。
也许有天我们可能被分隔两地，也有可能忘了对方，但至少我们曾经拥有过好多好多的回忆，
酸，甜，苦，辣
这些都只是调味料，最重要的是我们偶尔还是会想起彼此。
这就是我要的东西，很简单吧？

Missing Everything

There's such a long time I didn't edit my blog.
Now, my blog had changed into black and white. Cool right?
Many things happened on me the whole week.
Need to worry of my results, especially those which are not in PMR.
My parents said I've been darker and darker, it's because of Mr. Sky.
Oh my Mr. Sky, can you rain for next week? Really!! I need your rain water.
Another reason is I forgot to put sunblock on my body parts.
Someone told me,"The darker the colour of our bodies, the more mature we are."
So, I am very "mature" right now. Feel a little pity to my body...
What are the things that happened on me?
Sorry because I can't say it out. Missing everything.
My brain starts to stuck, too much "rubbish" in it.
Need to sleep soundly tonight and have a sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare.
Hehe!!
Goodnight everybody!! ^^