Haizz......

Since I "let go" that person, I feel very sad sometimes, with no reason.
What am I thinking? I am Lim Eve Lynn right? How could I do these?
I hate myself. REALLY!!!
Just now, I went Facebook, saw that person's name, I wanted to remove that person,
but my fingers were stopped when I clicked "REMOVE", my fingers clicked "CANCEL",
again and again, I hate that person very much. Why did that person flew into my world?
And let me not feel like I am Lim Eve Lynn at all. I must laugh happily everyday,
because I don't want Fang Yu and others worry. So, I choose to hurt myself.
Fortunately, I have forgotten about half of that person, I must forget, forget, forget.
Yesterday, there was something happened in school. I don't know what am I thinking!
Can somebody tell me? Too complicated! Argh!

不在乎天长地久，只在乎曾经拥有

I think i really need some rests.
I am too tired.
Many things are waiting for me to solve.
Tonight I will go to Union's concert, quite excited because no need to attend tuition. (^.^)
This morning I went band practice, after reaching home, my knees started to pain.
Don't know what's the reason too......
I felt happy these few days, because......
Haha! Can't say, it is a secret.
Shhhhh......
Few weeks ago, my heart hurt because of somebody.
And my best friend, Joyce, told me :
“不在乎天长地久，只在乎曾经拥有。”
让我们在同一班是一种缘分，我会好好的珍惜，到永远。
也许有天我们可能被分隔两地，也有可能忘了对方，但至少我们曾经拥有过好多好多的回忆，
酸，甜，苦，辣
这些都只是调味料，最重要的是我们偶尔还是会想起彼此。
这就是我要的东西，很简单吧？

Missing Everything

There's such a long time I didn't edit my blog.
Now, my blog had changed into black and white. Cool right?
Many things happened on me the whole week.
Need to worry of my results, especially those which are not in PMR.
My parents said I've been darker and darker, it's because of Mr. Sky.
Oh my Mr. Sky, can you rain for next week? Really!! I need your rain water.
Another reason is I forgot to put sunblock on my body parts.
Someone told me,"The darker the colour of our bodies, the more mature we are."
So, I am very "mature" right now. Feel a little pity to my body...
What are the things that happened on me?
Sorry because I can't say it out. Missing everything.
My brain starts to stuck, too much "rubbish" in it.
Need to sleep soundly tonight and have a sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare.
Hehe!!
Goodnight everybody!! ^^

Finally Finished

Yay!! Exam Finally Finished.
Feel very happy now.
Haha!!
But after my two-day rests, I need to start my programme to fight top 10.
Excited!!
Suddenly, I love exam hundred million much.
Last night, I watched some pictures of American Idol.
After watching Kris Allen's picture, my first reaction was
"YER!!"
It meant that he was really ugly than Adam Lambert.
Oh Yeah! Today I will be going Gurney.
Should be plenty of "AH MO LANG" XD.
I felt really pressure during the exam days, but now I shall relax myself.
Go Youtube and listen to some old songs, really relax now, really, don't have to worry about me again.
I am trying to love my very own life. Stay alone in house, don't feel lonely but happy.
That's my life.
And XXX, don't you ever disturb me again, my blood boil when I saw your "AH POND" face.
I hate you!!

Upset

Don't know why,I feel so upset today.
Today at school Sherm keep making funny with me,
He put my water bottle on the floor,
And I got angry,really,don't know why.
Puan Sharimala got angry too,she had dimerit an abundance of pupils because they didn't bring their NIE,but not me.
She asked me to take a piece of dimerit form from Mr. Goh.
I walked to the staff room,after taking the dimerit form,I saw a student was scolded by a teacher,but I had not hear their conversation.
Back to class,sat on my chair quietly,don't know what was I thinking of.
Before class dismiss,Sherm put my bottle o floor again.
That time I was getting mad,then I cried alone.
Even threw my exercise book to him,nearly knocked his face.
He apologised to me but I no answer him.
SMS with him just now,and replied him I had forgave him.
Today was a dull day.
Everyone was very dull,include me.

Nervous

Tomorrow will be announcing the results of the examination.
Nervous...
Hope I can pass.
Especially Sejarah and Geografi.
I am in a low mood now.
Last night my family and I went to GSC.
We watched 'Alice In The Wonderland'.
Unfortunately,two gay sex sat beside me.
PITY ME!

Dissapointed

Yesterday was colour guard selection.
I was nervous.
When beggy spin,the coach said that i had to pratice one more time and come to test again.
The sense of loss well upraised.
My tears came out at that moment,but i wiped it.
I practiced many times.
Hui Jing helped me so much, i said to myself,"I cannot make Hui Jing dissapointed."
Later, i sat on the field to calm down myself.
'Tik,Tok,Tik,Tok'
A few minutes gone and i was still waiting for the coach to call my name.
My watch finally pointed at 7pm.
That selection was closed.
My heart fell into the bottom of grains.
I was upset.
Felt that i was so useless...