HATE!

How long can I live in this house? I don't know the answer, I think I would rather leave this house, forever!

What is the meaning of being scolded everyday? It's not actually my fault sometimes.

I won't have any feeling to this house from now onwards.

You are angry, then I'm the victim!

You should be the one who controls your own emotion.

I'm not an animal, I'm a human! Even a dog would have its own feeling!

Do you take me as your daughter? You always say that you do everything for me, is it true?

If this is the truth, you shouldn't misunderstand me!

You always say that I lie to you, when I'm telling the truth. I hate you!

Face the PROBLEM

Relax.... Exam has finally finished.
Relax? Am I wrong? How to relax? The next exam is on 3.10.2011.
Wat?! This means I must study from now?! Ohh.... It's so annoying.
I don't know what is in my mind... or should I say I dunno what "are" in my mind?
I just can't keep my promise to forget about this.
Whenever I close my eyes, it will "float" in my brain.
I don't know what to do, so I keep running away from this problem.
Now, I think it's the time for me to face it. I can't run away forever...
But... the biggest problem for me is... Hw to face it?
My friends have been giving me a lot of good advices, but.... it depends on me.
It makes me so moody.
It changes me a lot.
I try to make myself happier to cover up my emotion.
I hope it would be over after few months...

Interesting 2011

Interesting 2011!!!
Since I study in this class, I have "lost" some of my friends.
We do not bother anyone even we meet at the canteen.
I feel sad about this.
I have a lot of new friends, but one thing I don't realise is my stress increase and increase,
Until I don't know how to control myself.
I have sad moments in that class sometimes, but I am always laughing,
Because I know,
If I am quiet suddenly, my friends would know what is happening on me.
Therefore, I will laugh as happily as I can.
They say I fall in love with someone, but I do not think so.
That is just something called ADMIRE!!!
I do hope I could do better than last year!!!
EVERYTHING WILL BE FINE!!!