会不会又是错觉？

I am not the kind of girl, who should be really confusing about what am I thinking.
But you, are not the kind of boy, who should be falling in love with a wrong girl.
Am I wrong for this time? I hope that I won't.
I just want to know what are you thinking, isn't that funny hah?
I love to think something that couldn't happen forever.
I know that's impossible, but I just don't want to be the loser.
Sometimes I'll think of the memories between us.
I always dream that you would come to me one day.
It's just a day-dream.
Maybe the holidays are too boring, and I just got the wrong feeling.
Maybe this is the fact. I just want everyone to be happy.
And that's the reason I choose to shut my mouth and not telling you the truth.
I know you will know that soon. Ten years? Or forever? I don't know.
I just want both of us to be as good as new.
I hope that you won't hate me when you've known the truth.
I'm still day-dream now?
I know,
I will wake up one day.

Haizz......

Since I "let go" that person, I feel very sad sometimes, with no reason.
What am I thinking? I am Lim Eve Lynn right? How could I do these?
I hate myself. REALLY!!!
Just now, I went Facebook, saw that person's name, I wanted to remove that person,
but my fingers were stopped when I clicked "REMOVE", my fingers clicked "CANCEL",
again and again, I hate that person very much. Why did that person flew into my world?
And let me not feel like I am Lim Eve Lynn at all. I must laugh happily everyday,
because I don't want Fang Yu and others worry. So, I choose to hurt myself.
Fortunately, I have forgotten about half of that person, I must forget, forget, forget.
Yesterday, there was something happened in school. I don't know what am I thinking!
Can somebody tell me? Too complicated! Argh!

不在乎天长地久，只在乎曾经拥有

I think i really need some rests.
I am too tired.
Many things are waiting for me to solve.
Tonight I will go to Union's concert, quite excited because no need to attend tuition. (^.^)
This morning I went band practice, after reaching home, my knees started to pain.
Don't know what's the reason too......
I felt happy these few days, because......
Haha! Can't say, it is a secret.
Shhhhh......
Few weeks ago, my heart hurt because of somebody.
And my best friend, Joyce, told me :
“不在乎天长地久，只在乎曾经拥有。”
让我们在同一班是一种缘分，我会好好的珍惜，到永远。
也许有天我们可能被分隔两地，也有可能忘了对方，但至少我们曾经拥有过好多好多的回忆，
酸，甜，苦，辣
这些都只是调味料，最重要的是我们偶尔还是会想起彼此。
这就是我要的东西，很简单吧？

Missing Everything

There's such a long time I didn't edit my blog.
Now, my blog had changed into black and white. Cool right?
Many things happened on me the whole week.
Need to worry of my results, especially those which are not in PMR.
My parents said I've been darker and darker, it's because of Mr. Sky.
Oh my Mr. Sky, can you rain for next week? Really!! I need your rain water.
Another reason is I forgot to put sunblock on my body parts.
Someone told me,"The darker the colour of our bodies, the more mature we are."
So, I am very "mature" right now. Feel a little pity to my body...
What are the things that happened on me?
Sorry because I can't say it out. Missing everything.
My brain starts to stuck, too much "rubbish" in it.
Need to sleep soundly tonight and have a sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare.
Hehe!!
Goodnight everybody!! ^^

Finally Finished

Yay!! Exam Finally Finished.
Feel very happy now.
Haha!!
But after my two-day rests, I need to start my programme to fight top 10.
Excited!!
Suddenly, I love exam hundred million much.
Last night, I watched some pictures of American Idol.
After watching Kris Allen's picture, my first reaction was
"YER!!"
It meant that he was really ugly than Adam Lambert.
Oh Yeah! Today I will be going Gurney.
Should be plenty of "AH MO LANG" XD.
I felt really pressure during the exam days, but now I shall relax myself.
Go Youtube and listen to some old songs, really relax now, really, don't have to worry about me again.
I am trying to love my very own life. Stay alone in house, don't feel lonely but happy.
That's my life.
And XXX, don't you ever disturb me again, my blood boil when I saw your "AH POND" face.
I hate you!!

Upset

Don't know why,I feel so upset today.
Today at school Sherm keep making funny with me,
He put my water bottle on the floor,
And I got angry,really,don't know why.
Puan Sharimala got angry too,she had dimerit an abundance of pupils because they didn't bring their NIE,but not me.
She asked me to take a piece of dimerit form from Mr. Goh.
I walked to the staff room,after taking the dimerit form,I saw a student was scolded by a teacher,but I had not hear their conversation.
Back to class,sat on my chair quietly,don't know what was I thinking of.
Before class dismiss,Sherm put my bottle o floor again.
That time I was getting mad,then I cried alone.
Even threw my exercise book to him,nearly knocked his face.
He apologised to me but I no answer him.
SMS with him just now,and replied him I had forgave him.
Today was a dull day.
Everyone was very dull,include me.

Nervous

Tomorrow will be announcing the results of the examination.
Nervous...
Hope I can pass.
Especially Sejarah and Geografi.
I am in a low mood now.
Last night my family and I went to GSC.
We watched 'Alice In The Wonderland'.
Unfortunately,two gay sex sat beside me.
PITY ME!

Dissapointed

Yesterday was colour guard selection.
I was nervous.
When beggy spin,the coach said that i had to pratice one more time and come to test again.
The sense of loss well upraised.
My tears came out at that moment,but i wiped it.
I practiced many times.
Hui Jing helped me so much, i said to myself,"I cannot make Hui Jing dissapointed."
Later, i sat on the field to calm down myself.
'Tik,Tok,Tik,Tok'
A few minutes gone and i was still waiting for the coach to call my name.
My watch finally pointed at 7pm.
That selection was closed.
My heart fell into the bottom of grains.
I was upset.
Felt that i was so useless...

阴晴不定

昨天筱彤生日，我们去唱k。真得好开心！
点了好多首歌，其中一首是“男人女人”。
不知道为什么我对这首歌一见钟情？
自从听了潘裕文和魏如昀合唱这首歌后我便深深地爱上它了。
只是没有点到潘裕文的歌，让我觉得有点遗憾。
终于让我遇见淑妤了，她还是她，一点也没有变，只是感觉变了。
站在她面前突然感觉好自卑，毕竟她现在是国际学校的学生了，总觉得自己始终比不上她。
不说伤心事了，聊聊开心的吧！
就在我吃着三文治时，嘉柔和我说话，一不小心，一块小得跟蚂蚁似的面包碎掉在宝芳头上。
思静叫了出来，之后宝芳回来时还拼命叫我不要说话，真可笑！我只好关着嘴巴和嘉柔谈话了。
对不起哦！我不是故意的。呵呵！
回家的时候更衰，那个死政威一直向后banana kick，踢到我的钥匙，幸好钥匙没断掉，不然我会把他碾成肉酱，我说到做到！
今天又要重复沉闷的日子了。
唉，认命吧，林苡伶！

想疯了

想疯了，

头爆了，

为什么我一生坎坷？

老天爷为什么那么不公平？

我的生活技能和地理完蛋了，又是为什么？

真的要放手吗？我不甘心，更不愿意。

我常常问我自己：“那么辛苦干吗？为了什么？”

最后的答案却是魔鬼赢了。

告诉你们一个小故事。。。

有一天，一位女孩巧遇了一个帅气男孩。地点是公园，时间（傍晚5点）

那时他们才10岁。男孩发现女孩在哭，上前安慰她，并把颈上的项链脱下，交到女孩手上。之后，女孩盯着那个男孩，两人不约而同地笑了。

10年后，他们又再相遇，同样时间，同样地点。

女孩颈上挂着当年帅气男孩给他的项链，男孩惊讶。

但是两人始终没有缘分。。。

只因勇气二字。。。

男孩没有勇气向女孩说出真心话。。。

所以，告诉大家，千万别让勇气成为你们的致命伤。

新的一年，新的希望

我已经过了一个月的2010了，感觉上很忙，很辛苦。
无论在学校还是在家，纳闷的心情油然而生。
在学校忙得要疯掉，不过说起来正班长比较忙，可怜他。。。
还以为中学会很好玩，原来只是这样，新花样呢？
超级想念小学生活，无拘无束，多自在。
以前也许会觉得老师很罗嗦，很烦，但是上了中学我才知道小学老师的一片苦心。
中学的老师根本不管我们的死活，不管学生怎么吵，怎么闹，他们还是无动于衷。
尤其是马来老师，真受不了！
新朋友是很多，但每当看见朋友和她的新朋友玩在一起的时候，心里很不爽。
我知道，她们也需要新朋友，不是我而已。
有时候会独自在房里哭泣，我不明白，为什么人生总是这样？
酸
甜
苦
辣
我尝到了，我真的尝到了！
“想回到那年幸福的时光，口袋里是满满的希望”
这是潘裕文的歌“幸福的时光”的其中一段。
我好想回到过去与朋友幸福的时光，但为什么我的口袋里却一点希望都没有？
希望今年会更好过啦！
也希望我班的那几个顽皮小子会反省，变乖一点。
这就是我小小的心愿。。。